alexisjane: (Writing)

I have rewritten Gazes Into You.

I always intended to publish this as an original fic... although I wasn't expecting on getting it out quite so soon.
I'm just waiting for it to get back from the editor and then I'll put it up on Amazon, etc. So, two weeks?

What this does mean though is that I'm going to be TAKING DOWN the J2 version. So, if you want to download that from AO3, do it soon.

Just so's you know, I am happy for the J2 version to be shared between y'all in the future. I just can't have it online with the official version available.

As always, I'll be giving out a bunch of ARCs (Advanced Review Copies) once I've formatted the files, so if you want to get one of those, just let me know. And I do a ton of giveaways and free promo stuff on a regular basis so if you don't want to pay cash money for this, there will be an opportunity to get your hands on it gratis in the future. All I ask is a quick review or rating on Goodreads or Amazon. Doesn't even have to be a positive one : ) No, all about the algorithm...or something.

I have no idea what I'm doing...

I got four more planned in this series, so I'm hoping people like this one. I mean, creepy stalker ex-cop getting all hurt/comfort sexytimes with a *coughs*Stockholm Syndrome*coughs* much younger stranger... what's not to like!? : )


Ex-detective John Right likes to watch.
There's no harm in it.

The latest object of his obsession—a twenty-something stranger who chains his bike outside John's office—doesn't feel the weight of John's eyes on him, doesn't know about the secret recordings or what John does with them in the dead of night. Except when the kid disappears, John finds himself doing far more that just watching.
Reluctantly, John has to start thinking like a cop once more as he frantically tries to track down his mystery man. Although when he finds him, John is left with more questions than answers. And the more he learns, the more he wishes he'd never started looking in the first place.
Can John get to the bottom of the mystery without giving away his own dirty secret? And without giving in to his urge to do more than simply watch?

Well...nobody's perfect.

alexisjane: (j2 - crazy jared)
So, about a million fucking years ago (I'm not kidding) [ profile] meesasometimes asked me for a little something.
Clearly, Hell has frozen over as I finally got around to doing it! For her birthday. Which is today.

Hope this is a little like you wanted, Hun, and I hope you have a fabulous day with those girls of yours ♥ ♥

Happy Birthday!!!! )
alexisjane: (j2 - kissing)
Title -  My Good News Day
Pairing - Jared/Jensen
Rating - NC-17
Disclaimer - These are my words. Characters that bear the names of actors in this story have no relation to the real life people of the same name. They simply have the misfortune to be cast in my sordid little tale. No profit is made from this.
Word count - 2465
Warnings - Smut, drunk boys, established relationship, age difference (Jensen calls Jared "kid" but he's 22), D/s, manhandling, edging, mentions of past injury, fluff

Summary - The first time it happened Jensen put it down to the booze. For [ profile] smpc

A/N - So, I'm a fuck up –– as if you didn't know that already –– and should have posted this LAST WEEK! I'm going to try to do better, I promise. Anyhoo...if some of this seems vague and nonsensical, there's a reason. That I'm not telling you. this space, or...something : ) Manhandling is a little, belated birthday gift for [ profile] big_heart_june Love you, Darling xxx

on AO3

My Good News Day )


Apr. 17th, 2016 10:33 am
alexisjane: (j2 - boyfriends)
Still busy as a bee...although I slept for 12 hours yesterday on and off but I think I needed it after the stressful week. I should know by the end of next week whether or not I have to move, so really just holding out until then.


Was just wondering if anyone fancies reading 8k of J2 angst? It's my BB, but I've totally stalled and thought some feedback might get me going again.

Age difference and domestic violence (not between the J's) and awkward sexytimes.

I have a vague idea where it's going but I've run out of steam and I only have thirteen days left to finish it : /

It's rough as all hell, and switches tense every paragraph but hopefully you'll get the gist : )
Thanks, Chickens ♥

Here's a picture of how my goofy dog wakes me up to say thanks in advance : ) xxx

alexisjane: (a- Dean looking down)
no title

I've finally decided what to write for the spnJ2bigbang!

Now I just have to write the thing in 28 days

Jebus xx
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Jan. 28th, 2016 03:55 pm
alexisjane: (+1 - Sam&Cas)
So, I'm doing the cover letter thing for the New Writers' Scheme thing, and I have to say what genre Stumble Forward falls into.

M/M Romance doesn't seem quite right to me. Yes, it's technically that but given the level of angst and heartbreak, do you think that I should say it's M/M Romantic Drama...or some other kind of thing?

And yes, I am overthinking this. How can you tell? : )

I have no idea what I'm doing : ( xx

ETA I will shut up about this eventually, I promise xx
alexisjane: (Ass-hand)
This Sunday is [ profile] smpc's Porn Pile, celebrating the second anniversary of the com. Everyone is invited to porn and as usual I'm leaving it til the last minute to get something together.

What I had in mind, as I don't have a lot of time, was to do some manips of your favorite porny stuff. You know my manips are often unintentionally ridiculous but I think they're funny, and porn is porn, right?

So, link me to your favorite porn pic or gif, or just leave it in the comments and hopefully by Sunday I'll have enough to make a little Sam/Dean-J2 porn post. And don't forget that everyone is invited to post something on Sunday. Details are here if you're thinking about participating.

I'm still laughing at this one : ) xx
alexisjane: (a -judging you)

This Alpha Male thing is so stupid but OH GOD I WANT A J2 FINAL SO BAD!!!

Anyway, my dreams are slipping away... Jensen is tied 50/50 with some guy I've never heard of, and Jared...well, his numbers are creeping up but...really? Where the Sam girls at? Come on now.

Admittedly, if one of our boys don't get it, at least there's Amell but still...

Anyway, it's up to you now 'Merica and Australasia. Europe is off to beddybyes. Poll ends 5pm PT so get your clickety fingers going and let's at least try to get a SPN final for our Ten Year Anniversary.

Remember mobile devices don't register!

Clickety like you mean it!
alexisjane: (a - really?)
Originally posted by [ profile] dizzojay at Gird Your Loins, Ladies ...

There are a few basic facts in life that everyone accepts.

Rain's wet
Politicians lie
Gravity sticks you to the ground
All the nicest food makes you fat
Death and taxes are the only certainties

and ...
Jensen wins the E!Online Alpha Male competition

Yes, it's that time again.
Jensen, Jared and Misha have all made the final 64 and now voting is open in round one.
You can find Misha in game 1.4, Jared in game 4.2 and Jensen in game 6.3 - but ultimately this competition is all about Jensen who has
OWNED this title ever since its inception in 2009!

So *cracks knuckles* here I am to preserve the natural order.
I'm ready, willing and able to do my duty for his Alpha-Ackleness

are you?

You can vote HERE

alexisjane: (a- Hmmmm)
RL is kicking my ass. Just babysat for two hours and now all I want to do is sleep! But have to at least attempt some work today.

But anyway.

Press the buttons! Two polls and fic talk )

I know I should be replying to comments and I will...just need to draw a puppy first : ) Love your faces xxx
alexisjane: (fight the fairies)
Anyone around that can have a quick scan of a 2.8k J2AU fic?

Just need a quick check for typos/whether it makes sense rather than a full beta.

Have to post in 3 hours : )

I think it's okay but I've been up all night so I don't trust myself at all ♥ xx


Jan. 31st, 2015 03:29 am
alexisjane: (sleepy dean)
It's 3am. I'm eating ice cream. Why not.

Stolen from everyone xx

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

Ummm...45...I think. I lose track of how old I am terrifyingly easily.

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?

Haha, well I'd say it's unlikely but I would like to be married again under the right circumstances.

Moar.... )
alexisjane: (Ass-hand)

Okay I don't have to post my [ profile] smpc til next month but I have six, yes! SIX, fannish art deadlines to meet before then and I cannot be arsed to decide what to draw.

So...prompt me.

- it must be J2 or Sam/Dean
- must be NC-17 obviously
- don't mind who tops
- can be for a fic if you want

The only thing I won't draw is extreme underage. I prefer the boys to at least look 16.
And poop. No poop.

Throw some suggestions at me or maybe some ref pics, I might even do a poll so you can vote on the favorite! I love polls!!

In conclusion. Porn.
alexisjane: (j2 - were)
Title - Don't Cry Because It's Over...
Pairing - Jared/Jensen
Rating - NC-17
Disclaimer - These are my words. Characters that bear the names of actors in this story have no relation to the real life people of the same name. They simply have the misfortune to be cast in my sordid little tale. No profit is made from this.
Word count - 5686
WIP - 5/?––  MasterPost
Warnings - A/O, hints of D/s, older!Jared/younger!Jensen, bottom!Jensen, knotting, references to past discrimination and bullying.

Summary - Not Looking 'Verse - Jared and Jensen wake up, mated...and all they know about each other are their first names. - Jensen's brother is coming to visit.

A/N - I'm going to try to do one of these a month if I can, so hopefully there won't be such a big gap inbetween installments. I have a few ideas of things to write about in the future but no real story arc as yet, so feel free to suggest stuff that you'd like to see. All the love and cookies to [ profile] somersault_j for the super quick beta! She's a wizard! : ) Any remaining mistakes are mine, please point them out so I can fix them!

ETA - see end for notes

Don't Cry Because It's Over... )
alexisjane: (jay - smile)
15th Dec: septembers_coda - Describe the deepest love you've ever felt. Who was it for?

Holy crap...I don't even know if I can answer this...but as it's your birthday I'm gonna try : )

I don't really make positive memories so I'm sure I've felt it in rl but I don't really remember. Plus emotions involving real people are tricky for me so...
Loved up... )

Advent 06

Dec. 7th, 2014 08:32 pm
alexisjane: (red - Jen and cillian)


not often seen pics of jensen ackles - mostly10 on tumblr
alexisjane: (j2 - were)
Not Looking 'Verse

Jared and Jensen wake up, mated...and all they know about each other are their first names.

This is an A/o fic so there is knotting, slightly D/s undertones, a certain amount of discrimination and tension in the world building.
It's older!Jared/younger!Jensen, and bottom!Jensen – even though Jared's totally a slave to him – There will also be discussions of past m/m relationships.
It's also written by me so it will be variously angsty, fluffy...there will be unrealistic sex, gratuitous food consumption, and someone will probably dislocate their shoulder coz... *points at self*
See individual chapters for warnings, and if you have any concerns (or prompts, coz let's face it, I need all the help I can get) Please don't hesitate to pm me.

  1. Not What You Were Looking For - NC-17 - 4783 - Jared just wants to keep his head down but Chad has other ideas.

  2. Now That I've Found You - NC-17 - 3114 - Jared and Jensen wake up, mated

  3. Where Do We Go From Here? - NC-17 - 4318 - Jared takes Jensen home.

  4. It's The Little Things... - NC-17 - 4123 - Jared and Jensen are still getting to know each other. It's taking some getting used to.

  5. Don't Cry Because It's Over... - NC-17 - 5686 - Jensen's brother is coming to visit.

  6. It Keeps Coming Back To This... - NC-17 - 3700 - Jared is lying to Jensen...but maybe Jensen's not being entirely honest either.

  7. Life Happens... - NC-17 - 4320 - Sometimes life happens when you're planning other things.

  8. Whatever It Takes To Get Us Through - PG - 4152 - Jared starts bringing his work home with him.

  9. Fire and Smoke - NC-17 - 5415 - Guess who's coming to dinner?

These are my words. Characters that bear the names of actors in this story have no relation to the real life people of the same name. They simply have the misfortune to be cast in my sordid little tale. No profit is made from this.


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