The needs of the many...

[alexisjane]

Had a full night of nightmares, not like monsters and shit, just the usual child abuse, screaming, dying animals, persecution type thing that seems so damn real...anyway, feeling worn out and a little fragile this morning.

So when I see this on tumblr...




...cried for about twenty minutes.

Really hoping everyone gets to squeeze a loved one and do something nice for themselves this weekend. Y'know...for Leonard.

LLAP xx

Comments

[cassiopeia7.livejournal.com]

Sorry about your nightmares, bb. Stress dreams?

Re the picture: Oh . . . my . . . God.

That is amazing. And really, darn that person for quoting Kirk's funeral speech from Star Trek II.

*curls up and cries some more*

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

They're just a thing...better than the full on night terrors though! Still, feel so tired today.

But yeah...just destroyed me! That plus the 'one to beam up'...Noooooo! I can't bear it.

*curls up next to you and cries too*

xxx

[majestic-duxk.livejournal.com]

*hugs* sending you hugs from afar.

it's a beautiful image, isn't it?

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

All hugs welcome, regardless of distance : )

I thought it was just a perfect way to remember him. It's just lovely xx

[stripytights.livejournal.com]

Oh God, that makes me feel so sad. Hope you get some hugs today.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

It is bloody sad but also. I think he would love all the beautiful art and stuff that's being made to honor him...still sad though. I got some Lily hugs so that was nice : ) xx

[stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com]

*cries*

Sorry about the nightmares, I can relate. Sends you huge hugs! ♥

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

*holds you tight*

Last night Coltan and I were having fun adventures so it evens out I find, although I had a Stiles dream recently that was not a nightmare but still so tiring! He really is exhausting. I woke up with grumpy Derek eyebrows : )

Hope you're sleeping okay, Hunny xxx

[stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com]

*snuggles in*

LOL! Stiles is extremely exhausting, and I love the visual of the grumpy Derek eyebrows, that's perfect.

Thank you, I'm going to cave in and take the sleeping meds tonight, hopefully that might help.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Only took sleeping pills once. They were herbal overthecounter things...I had the worst nightmare but I couldn't wake myself up, it was horrifying. I'm too scared to try them again. I find yoga breathing exercises and meditation work better for me *coughs* actually orgasm is the very best thing...puts me right out : )

Hope you got some rest, Hunny xx

[stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com]

I'm not keen on them myself, if and when I do sleep I usually wake feeling like I've got a massive hangover. But yes, that sounds terrifying. I was thinking of trying yoga myself, someone said it helped them relax, and sleep better. I'm the opposite, orgasm makes me even more alert, shame that

Thank you! I managed a couple of hours last night, so better than nothing.

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

That's so beautiful and made me cry too! I hope you have a better sleep tonight *hugs*

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Sleep has been good...and I'm trying to be good and not weep over too much Leonard stuff...trying anyway : ) *hugs you back* xxx

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

:( :(

Sorry you had such bad dreams, bb

That is a really beautiful painting.

Hope you find wonderful things to cheer your fragile self with today.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

They come and go...and are thankfully more tiring than anything else. It's the full on night terrors/sleep paralysis that freaks me right out, but that hadn't happened in a while *touches wood*

It's been so lovely to see him remembered in all the myriad fannish ways...I think he would approve : ) xx

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

Stress dreams? Or maybe just over stimulation? *smishes*

and NOW I'M CRYING! xx

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Don't know...it was a kind of stressy day I guess. Last night I was best buds with Colton Haynes and having the most fun, so it kinda evens out : )

*hands you kleenex* xx

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't mind any kind of dream where it doesn't feel like I am actually in the middle of it! Damned stupid brain being totally vivd, however having said that, night before last, Jared was extremely convincing in his quest to tell me he couldn't keep his hands off me, so hell, maybe sometimes that's a good thing *squirms in her chair* best dream I've had in a LONG time! :D xx

[casey28.livejournal.com]

I hope you have good dreams tonight.

Beautiful art. *cries for Leonard*

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I'm lucky that I don't have bad dreams all the time so I've managed to catch up on some sleep : )

It's such a lovely thing. I'm so glad she shared it with us xx

[supernutjapan.livejournal.com]

That is such a beautiful piece and so perfect for him <3<3<3

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

It's so perfect, I'm so glad I found it : ) It's a lovely way to remember him xx

[masja-17.livejournal.com]

Sorry for your bad dreams. I hope you are feeling a little bit better now!

*hugs*

<3

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

They just wear me out! But yup, thankfully it's not every night : ) xx