alexisjane

I don't really know where to begin...

I spent yesterday and this morning just...god, just overwhelmed by everyone's kindness and thoughtfulness. There have been lots of happy tears.

I don't usually celebrate my birthday. I went for breakfast with my son and his girlfriend which was very nice and then I had some dinner with a couple of friends in the evening, although I hesitate to call them that now, given how much wine they made me drink (my head is still aching). But you guys just made it so special, I just can't even!

I'm really hoping that I've been able to keep up and say thank you to everyone individually but if I've missed your message...I fucking love you, thank you.

Thank yous and presents : )

Thank you so much for all the birthday love from

meus_venator,

kalliel,

majestic_duxk,

apocalipskiss,

masja_17,

reggie11,

cuddyclothes,

meesasometimes,

mangacat201,

riyku,

sleepypercy

blackrabbit42,

locknkey and

deirdre_c. I ♥ you all.

Thank you for my twitter love from

alycat,

fiercelynormal and

yohkobennington, who also made me party alpacas which are just amazing!

Thank you for my gift thingys!

stir_of_echoes,

firesign10,

kiltsocks, and

wendy ♥ You made me squee so much!

Thank you to

yonkyu and

cassiopeia7 who sang me Happy Birthday! You ladies rock : )

Thank you

septembers_coda for your lovely post and gorgeous gif. You are just the sweetest.

Thank you to

amber1960 for making me nearly wet my knickers laughing over that little vid thing : )

Thank you to

brightly_lit and P for taking me out and getting to see a porcupine! I can't wait to see where we went : )

Thank you to

jj1564 for her wonderful spam song! : )

Thank you to

milly_gal...who is a fiend : ) ...for her kinky gift thingy and her fantastic drawing (Lookit!) and wonderful picspam...and then a cakespam!! You are just too generous, my love. Thank you.

Thank you to

saltandburnboys for my balloons! and this morning just the most fantastic card in the post. It's just wonderful Darling thank you!

Thank you to My Pink,

big_heart_june for the most perfect picspam...Ty in bed with his dog *clutches heart*...Ty in the SHOWER! ilu bb

Thank you to

kinkajou for her booze and blood spam! my two favourite things! : )

A thousand thank yous to

kinkyheels. Not only is she writing more View from your Knees but she also gifted me with a years paid account...which is just so generous, Darling. Thank you so much.

Thank you

tifaching and

deansdirtybb and

katstark for the promises of fic...I'm so so excited! All the kinkyness!! \0/

Thank you to

siennavie...just the thought of you writing makes me so, so happy Darling! : )

Thank you to

wings128 for her lovely vid post and a golden fic ticket!! *bites fist*

Thank you to

golden_cyborg for...well...I can't even tell you but OMG thankyouthankyouthankyou!

Thank you to

somersault_j who even on her vacation (when she's totally supposed to be resting) wrote me pizzaman!!! It's just fantastic and you have to read it! - Slice of Love - you will probably need a cold shower afterwards though : )

Thank you to

ephermeralk, who is a crazy talent writer and doesn't give herself enough credit, who wrote me a follow up to the brilliant Bullet Shaped Hole that I loved so much. It's just so hot and perfect and you write those boys like nobody else. Thank you so much Darling - Slip the Defense

And of course finally...you knew I was going to leave this til last, mostly coz I still can't quite believe it...

homo_pink wrote me a fic.
HOMO-PINK wrote ME a fic...I feel like I'm going insane just saying it. I might as well be saying 'Stephen King popped over for a cuppa and a chat'...There's no point in me telling you how perfect it is and how insanely wonderful she is coz...well, if you don't know it by now, you might as well unfriend me...I'm serious, what the hell are you doing here. I just...I can't... - Dead Tidy

I have spent a lot of time in tears and just writing this out has set me off again.

This has been a really, really difficult year for me and I can say without a shadow of a doubt, I don't think I would have made it without you all. Y'all put up with me when I'm a misery guts, and when I'm super silly and utterly random. You cheer me up, and on...I have never in my life had a group of friends who have meant so much or been so thoughtful.

You guys are bitchin' : )

ETA -

dizzojay totally gets to take the two shots, as look what she made me! It's so gorgeous! Thank you Darling! ♥

Thank you so much for making this birthday the best one I think I've ever had *hugs you all*

♥

AJ

*if I have missed anyone off...I am so so sorry! You are totally allowed to punch me in the head...twice