[FIC] Home for Christmas
Dec. 25th, 2016 10:26 pmTitle: Home for Christmas
Gifter:
alexisjane
Giftee:
meus_venator
Characters: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4.7k
Warnings: PTSD, mentions of injury and death, sexytimes
( Home for Christmas )
Gifter:
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Giftee:
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Characters: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4.7k
Warnings: PTSD, mentions of injury and death, sexytimes
Summary: Jensen can't sleep, and he can't stop running. Then he finds himself in a town called Christmas one snowy winter's night...
Notes: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Merry Christmas, Hun ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ and many thanks to
masja_17 for the super quick emergency beta ♥♥
On AO3
Notes: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Merry Christmas, Hun ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ and many thanks to
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On AO3
( Home for Christmas )
November Reads
Nov. 30th, 2015 11:29 pm*waves* Just a quick fly-by to say my list of reads for November is up here.
This month has been heavily historical, with some exquisite BDSM, hairy bears, and ex-marines thrown in just for the hell of it.
Already looking forward to next month's selection...although doing this post has made me want to go back and read some of these again!
Onwards.
Miss your faces xxx
This month has been heavily historical, with some exquisite BDSM, hairy bears, and ex-marines thrown in just for the hell of it.
Already looking forward to next month's selection...although doing this post has made me want to go back and read some of these again!
Onwards.
Miss your faces xxx
[FIC] Fire and Smoke - 9/?
Jul. 20th, 2015 05:21 pmTitle - Fire and Smoke
Pairing - Jared/Jensen
Rating - NC-17
Disclaimer - These are my words. Characters that bear the names of actors in this story have no relation to the real life people of the same name. They simply have the misfortune to be cast in my sordid little tale. No profit is made from this.
Word count - 5415
WIP - 9/?–– MasterPost
Warnings - A/O, older!Jared/younger!Jensen, D/s undertones, bottom!Jensen, knotting, domesticity, Jeff is horrible and I feel sad about it, mentions of past assault of a minor (not graphic)
Summary - Not Looking 'Verse - Jared and Jensen wake up, mated...and all they know about each other are their first names. - Guess who's coming to dinner?
A/N - The title comes from a quote by Disraeli - Courage is fire, and bullying is smoke - which I thought was nice.
Unbeta'd coz I'm too impatient and need to get on with stuff, so holler if you spot anything awful.
<<<<<Whatever It Takes To Get Us Through
( Fire and Smoke )
Just brilliant...
Jul. 15th, 2015 03:45 pmJust saw a BBC news headline on the website - what does rosemary do to your brain?
My first thought was, whatever the fuck she wants! Don't mess with her, you'll just make it harder on yourself. I think maybe I should read some fic about bunnies or something for a bit.
Also, this morning I managed to gash a fucking hole in the bottom of my foot. It bled like a mother but it seems to be okay now and I can walk on it okay. I was wondering though, what's the best way to get blood out of a carpet. The thing was pouring for a bit and it's everywhere : (
Oh and Lily's being super sweet about it and coming up and sniffing it gently everytime she goes by! It's the cutest : ) xx
My first thought was, whatever the fuck she wants! Don't mess with her, you'll just make it harder on yourself. I think maybe I should read some fic about bunnies or something for a bit.
Also, this morning I managed to gash a fucking hole in the bottom of my foot. It bled like a mother but it seems to be okay now and I can walk on it okay. I was wondering though, what's the best way to get blood out of a carpet. The thing was pouring for a bit and it's everywhere : (
Oh and Lily's being super sweet about it and coming up and sniffing it gently everytime she goes by! It's the cutest : ) xx
Oh, my aching head...
Jul. 12th, 2015 01:21 pm
The BB has gone off to be beta'd.
I have a tonne of emails to reply to from people who have helped me with the technical stuff...thank you guys so much, I will be getting back to you, I haven't forgotten, I've just been rushing to get this done.
First though, I'm going off to buy wine, wine, and more wine.
And bizarrely, I feel like doing some writing this afternoon : )
Ask the Audience
Apr. 7th, 2015 05:38 pmRL is kicking my ass. Just babysat for two hours and now all I want to do is sleep! But have to at least attempt some work today.
But anyway.
( Press the buttons! Two polls and fic talk )
I know I should be replying to comments and I will...just need to draw a puppy first : ) Love your faces xxx
But anyway.
( Press the buttons! Two polls and fic talk )
I know I should be replying to comments and I will...just need to draw a puppy first : ) Love your faces xxx
I'll just leave this here...
Mar. 7th, 2015 09:15 amSo, turns out the TW boys are ADORABLE! and I just wanted to share this gif set coz it makes me laugh so much.
I can't decide which bit I like best, Hoechlin practically trying to fold himself up, Ian's FAAACE!, Charlie/Max (sorry! Twins!) just utterly resigned that he has to put up with this shit, or JR just loving it!
Anyway...♥





source - jcjoeyfreak
Let me count the ways...
Feb. 14th, 2015 02:43 pmSometimes around this time of year I get a little sad that I'm not in a relationship, that I haven't been in one for some time, and that I can't even imagine being in one again.
And then I hear the asshole next door screaming at his girlfriend so loud that I'm actually a little afraid for her and think maybe I should call the police, and I realised I'm blessed!
Being with someone that loves and respects you is the most wonderful thing in the world. Being with someone for the sake of it is a living hell.
I'm really grateful to have you guys, and all the wonderful romantic, sexy, lovely fanstuff that you all make, and I'm grateful too for the douchenozzle next door for reminding me that sometimes, you're better off alone.
And I haven't even started drinking yet : ) *hugs you all tight* xxx
And then I hear the asshole next door screaming at his girlfriend so loud that I'm actually a little afraid for her and think maybe I should call the police, and I realised I'm blessed!
Being with someone that loves and respects you is the most wonderful thing in the world. Being with someone for the sake of it is a living hell.
I'm really grateful to have you guys, and all the wonderful romantic, sexy, lovely fanstuff that you all make, and I'm grateful too for the douchenozzle next door for reminding me that sometimes, you're better off alone.
And I haven't even started drinking yet : ) *hugs you all tight* xxx
We Draw Everyday
Feb. 5th, 2015 12:00 pmJust wanted to do a quick pimp for my LiveStream thing, but moreso, the
wedraweveryday comm
If you like doing art or looking at art, come be with us! The aim is to draw something everyday, or everyday you can, and post something. There's tutorials and feedback and all kinds of art related stuff, not necessarily fannish, not necessarily drawing. Just art.
'S nice : )
Anyway, when I have the wherewithall to do a LiveStream, I'll probably just announce it on there coz crossposting is boring. But if you miss it, the videos stay on my channel for a month, I think, so you can go watch them there. I'm happy to take requests/concrit/cookies/suggestions to make the vids more interesting : )
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If you like doing art or looking at art, come be with us! The aim is to draw something everyday, or everyday you can, and post something. There's tutorials and feedback and all kinds of art related stuff, not necessarily fannish, not necessarily drawing. Just art.
'S nice : )
Anyway, when I have the wherewithall to do a LiveStream, I'll probably just announce it on there coz crossposting is boring. But if you miss it, the videos stay on my channel for a month, I think, so you can go watch them there. I'm happy to take requests/concrit/cookies/suggestions to make the vids more interesting : )

Saw this and it made me laugh coz Lily makes that face...
( slightly nsfw )
...except this is why : ) x
( annotations for accuracy : ) )
( slightly nsfw )
...except this is why : ) x
( annotations for accuracy : ) )
What goes where?!
Jan. 18th, 2015 02:51 pm
Okay I don't have to post my
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So...prompt me.
- it must be J2 or Sam/Dean
- must be NC-17 obviously
- don't mind who tops
- can be for a fic if you want
The only thing I won't draw is extreme underage. I prefer the boys to at least look 16.
And poop. No poop.
Throw some suggestions at me or maybe some ref pics, I might even do a poll so you can vote on the favorite! I love polls!!
In conclusion. Porn.
[ART] Awake
Nov. 23rd, 2014 12:46 am
Digital Painting
Photoshop with standard brushes.
So I had a day off...which apparently involves me drawing for two hours, painting in Ps for three and then editing the video of me painting for another three. Mmmm, relaxing : )
A couple of people mentioned speed videos, so I did that. If it's interesting, I shall do some more : )
Also, three guesses who I'm blaming for this ...♥
Links are available on my deviantArt and also on my nsfw tumblr if you want to repost anything.
Please don't repost from here.
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Where do I start...
( Spoilers...obviously )
( Also...(more spoilers) )
In conclusion.....Robbie gets the extra cookie today : ) x
( Spoilers...obviously )
( Also...(more spoilers) )
In conclusion.....Robbie gets the extra cookie today : ) x
10 Things.
Aug. 28th, 2014 09:26 pmOh my lordy...so close. I have to be done tomorrow with this commission before she sues my ass...I can't wait to think about something else! Anyway...I was going to wait til I was done but...well...wine...
1. I wear Dean's ring and I have the possession symbol and quote from BtVS tattoos.

2. The fic that got me into the fandom was Mile High Club by
merihn. I'd happened upon LJ and read some things but when I read this...I don't know...there was something about it. It was sweet and hot and I ended up reading everything of hers and when I was done I checked her flist and that's how I got to
ash_carpenter's journal. You know the rest from there : )
3. Since 9.23, I've only managed to watch one episode of SPN, Yellow Fever. I'm still upset.
4. My favorite SPN quote, which I find is the perfect balance of horrifying and so funny..."Yes! It's me. Lilith!" *clings to it*
5. I get so overly invested in fictional characters that I stop watching shows because I just can't stand it...House, Dexter, Millennium, X-Files, Hannibal, etc, etc. Sometimes I deliberately watch shows knowing they've been cancelled in the first season (Life, Raines, The Unusuals, The Dresden Files) so that I know I'll make it to the end : /
6. To my knowledge I have watched every single episode of Murder, She Wrote, including the Magnum PI crossover. I have an idea for a pitch to relaunch the series but I'm too scared to write it.
7. I own all but the three latest Stephen King books, including the pop-up version of The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, but I haven't read them all. But that's because I've read The Stand about 12 times.
8. I think Jared is just...well. I think Jensen is the perfect guy. But I would marry Ty Ollson in a heartbeat.
9. I used to be able to recite the Exorcizamus Te (long form from Jus in Bello) by heart but I've forgotten most of it. I need to practice.
10. Okay...desperate and the wine is kicking in...my son really really looks like Jared Padalecki...like a lot...with the hair and everything...although he's only 6'2"...and NO I'm not sending any of you perverts pictures! We don't talk about it.
I showed you mine...pull up those skirts, ladies : ) x
10 fannish things that no-one knows about me...stolen from everyone : )
1. I wear Dean's ring and I have the possession symbol and quote from BtVS tattoos.

2. The fic that got me into the fandom was Mile High Club by
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3. Since 9.23, I've only managed to watch one episode of SPN, Yellow Fever. I'm still upset.
4. My favorite SPN quote, which I find is the perfect balance of horrifying and so funny..."Yes! It's me. Lilith!" *clings to it*
5. I get so overly invested in fictional characters that I stop watching shows because I just can't stand it...House, Dexter, Millennium, X-Files, Hannibal, etc, etc. Sometimes I deliberately watch shows knowing they've been cancelled in the first season (Life, Raines, The Unusuals, The Dresden Files) so that I know I'll make it to the end : /
6. To my knowledge I have watched every single episode of Murder, She Wrote, including the Magnum PI crossover. I have an idea for a pitch to relaunch the series but I'm too scared to write it.
7. I own all but the three latest Stephen King books, including the pop-up version of The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, but I haven't read them all. But that's because I've read The Stand about 12 times.
8. I think Jared is just...well. I think Jensen is the perfect guy. But I would marry Ty Ollson in a heartbeat.
9. I used to be able to recite the Exorcizamus Te (long form from Jus in Bello) by heart but I've forgotten most of it. I need to practice.
10. Okay...desperate and the wine is kicking in...my son really really looks like Jared Padalecki...like a lot...with the hair and everything...although he's only 6'2"...and NO I'm not sending any of you perverts pictures! We don't talk about it.
I showed you mine...pull up those skirts, ladies : ) x