alexisjane

Title: Home for Christmas
Gifter: alexisjane
Giftee: meus_venator
Characters: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4.7k
Warnings: PTSD, mentions of injury and death, sexytimes

( Home for Christmas )

So, next weekend I'm hoping to send out my first writer's newsletter! I figure that not everyone is going to be quite as excited about it as me, BUT that's because you don't know about the swag yet!

There's going to be swag.

Or at least, I'm going to make a little something for the first twenty people to sign up to the newsletter. Or the first twenty people that want a something, and are willing to give out their postal address so I can send the something to them. I have a few sign ups but it would be nice to have twenty by next weekend.

So, if you'd like an exclusive gift that original fic related, all you have to do is pop to the website and sign up to the newsletter at the bottom of the page. I don't want to overhype the swag, so let's just say that it's adequate. Also homemade by the author.

See! How exciting is that!! - go to my website, and the sign up is at the bottom of the page - http://alexjane.info - Clickety Click!! x

( Me talking about my *feelings* )

( Me talking about the tattoo...and *feelings* )

Anyway...it's looking pretty dark and angry right now, but it's going to settle down into light sepia eventually. It's weird how I feel like I was walking around with something missing for so long, and now I'm complete. It's a nice way to start the new year : )

( Actual picture here : ) )

Last call for addresses.

( Yes, I'm this disorganized... )


Also, if anyone else wants a little something and a non-festive card, pm me your address, favourite colour and if you don't accept leather before tomorrow night (GMT)

Hope everyone's enjoying their weekend : ) xxx

I really don't.

siennavie made me art for last years Big Bang.

I still can't quite believe it.

If you don't know her, then you definitely should get to know her, and leave her some love. Truly one of the sweetest most thoughtful people, and such a talented artist...I feel so overwhelmed that she would do this for me. Especially as I feel horrible that I haven't been around at all lately.

AND she made it so that it compliments mangacat's video for the fic too! How cool is that!




I really captures the feel of the fic for me, the lighting and the quiet intensity between them. I think it's just beautiful.

This was 'the little fic that could' for so long. I expect y'all are bored to tears with me talking about what a monumental struggle it was, but it does mean I feel ever so attached to the thing.

It was never going to get read by many people given the convoluted warnings – in a year I think I have 87 kudos on AO3 which some people seem to get in the course of a morning – plus the writing isn't that great but I love this story and it's characters, and to have someone make me something like this, for a story I hold so dear...yeah, I'm teary.

Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you so much to siennavie. You're the bestest ♥

And if you're curious about the story and you don't want to ask me about it, you could always give roxymissrose a try, I think she's read it more times than me ; ) I really appreciate your support, Hunny, even if I don't get around to saying it.

I miss your faces.

But look at the pretty!! : )

Read On LJ / On AO3

I got a present!! And it's so fucking perfect!!

If you want to see my prompts they're here and then the amazing katstark wrote me this!

I'm so excited! I've read it twice already! Hooker/cop long term D/s relationship WITH FEELS!

I'm so happy : )

Imma read it again : ) xx

If anyone ever had any doubts that saltandburnboys is the sweetest thing ever in the history of ever...just look at the wondrous, most gorgeous thing that arrived in the post today!



Darling, this is amazing! It's so beautifully done, I'm not sure the picture captures it. Dean has the Samulet! Teeny tiny Samulet!!

Thank you so much, Hunny! You're so clever and thoughtful and love you so much! ♥ xxxx

When my mom was here she was telling me about someone she knew at work who she described as "the sweetest boy" who was starting his own side business. He would go every weekend and tend to his grandmother's grave, weeding, planting flowers etc and noticed that other graves were lapsing into disrepair so he was offering his services to keep the sites well kept and nicely planted etc. They were trying to come up with a name for it, and although they loved my mom's suggestion, they didn't go with it. Unsurprisingly.

Dead Tidy

*rolls eyes* She's a genius. An evil evil genius. But I also thought what a wonderful fluffy, angsty, bittersweet J2 story this could make...*cough* homo_pink *cough*


Then yesterday, I was walking the dog when I heard the best sound coming from a house (no, not that, you filth hounds! Tsk!) I sometimes look after a lovely (big fat sausage of a) dog who is a border collie/spaniel cross, who looks like a Disney dog brought to life. He fab. And one of the best things about him is that when he barks, he doesn't sound like a dog, he sounds like a man pretending to be a dog. It's so funny! Anyway, yesterday I was walking Lily and I heard another dog, making the same noise!

Which got me thinking...Jared delivering a package and glancing through a window, discovering Jensen standing in the hall, for reasons known only to himself, barking like a dog. Hilarity, romance and buttsex ensues...but not puppy play...and for some reason Jensen's an accountant (what?)

That's it. Love your faces ♥ x

I woke up to a lovely present this morning!!

thursdaysisters seemed to really like the springfling I wrote from her prompt and she said she wanted to write me some porn and she did and its UTTERLY FUCKED UP!

It's amazing!! Seriously! I asked for dub-con and that's totally what I got ; )

Go read and then tell her what an evil, fucking genius she is!! Because she really is ♥ x

Busty Asian Blues

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