alexisjane

( Trying something new! )

I'm going to try to edit a chapter everyday, RL permitting, and send them out around that frequently.

Anyway...how exciting!!

( Me talking about my *feelings* )

( Me talking about the tattoo...and *feelings* )

Anyway...it's looking pretty dark and angry right now, but it's going to settle down into light sepia eventually. It's weird how I feel like I was walking around with something missing for so long, and now I'm complete. It's a nice way to start the new year : )

( Actual picture here : ) )

I really don't.

siennavie made me art for last years Big Bang.

I still can't quite believe it.

If you don't know her, then you definitely should get to know her, and leave her some love. Truly one of the sweetest most thoughtful people, and such a talented artist...I feel so overwhelmed that she would do this for me. Especially as I feel horrible that I haven't been around at all lately.

AND she made it so that it compliments mangacat's video for the fic too! How cool is that!




I really captures the feel of the fic for me, the lighting and the quiet intensity between them. I think it's just beautiful.

This was 'the little fic that could' for so long. I expect y'all are bored to tears with me talking about what a monumental struggle it was, but it does mean I feel ever so attached to the thing.

It was never going to get read by many people given the convoluted warnings – in a year I think I have 87 kudos on AO3 which some people seem to get in the course of a morning – plus the writing isn't that great but I love this story and it's characters, and to have someone make me something like this, for a story I hold so dear...yeah, I'm teary.

Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you so much to siennavie. You're the bestest ♥

And if you're curious about the story and you don't want to ask me about it, you could always give roxymissrose a try, I think she's read it more times than me ; ) I really appreciate your support, Hunny, even if I don't get around to saying it.

I miss your faces.

But look at the pretty!! : )

Read On LJ / On AO3

morrezela kelios keep_waking_up fiercelynormal fairyniamh somersault_j sleepypercy stripytights melitta4ever matchboximpala sanshal alycat

Just wanted to say, it was all y'all's Day 3 today but my Day 9 and I just felt awful, really physically tired, like there was no energy in my body. I could have easily skipped, easily thought "Well, it's just one day, it doesn't really matter."

But I've been here before and I know it does matter. So I did it. My workout was lacklustre and it took forever but I did it and I'm so glad I did!

Anyway, I figure that feeling is going to be coming your way soon and I just wanted to say, DON'T SKIP! You'll regret it! Even if you only go half as hard, and put in half as much effort, still DO IT!

Achieving your goal on the days it's easy is one thing, but doing on the days when it's hard is AMAZING! You'll feel so much better for it : )

Anyway, hope you're all not too achy! : ) xx

**NB - If you think you're going to hurt yourself, for the love of God, stop. You can permenantly damage yourself doing this stuff, so please do be careful. Pain is there for a reason, listen to it.**

Hoping beyond hope that this will be alycat later.




And yes, this is pretty much all we talk about, all the time x