Day Ten

[alexisjane]

Day 10

In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts.

- I would like the GIF (or vidclip?) I saw ages ago of Jensen saying that his stunt guy had been doubling him since Dark Angel (Ithink) and Jared going all funny and fanning himself and Jensen realising what he's said. It was so funny and I just cannot find where I bookmarked it  : (

- I would also love to see the clip of Jared making a sexually suggestive comment to Misha at a con and Jensen flipping out and having a jealous hissy fit over it. I've heard about it but never seen it. I need it!

- I'd also love some concrit, emphasis on the con : ) Just an anonymous pm to let me know stuff that I could improve upon in my fics. Everyones so lovely but I'm sure I'm making mistakes that I really don't want to keep annoying y'all with. Don't bother hating on the daddy!kink and non-con, more helping me to be a better technical writer.

Comments

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

Maybe ask big_heart_june? She has so many gifs and pictures, and she knows tons of con stories?

xx

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Thank you Sweetie! I will *crosses fingers* x

[septembers-coda.livejournal.com]

I am interested in both of those clips if you find them; I've never seen either! :-) Tee hee, doubling. Perhaps you can post them to the Bunker, for the archives, if they turn up. <3

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Research! Yes, this is what this is...research : )
The doubling thing was so cute! I shall def share it when I can find it (see my optimism there, see that!) x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

The one and only time we ever heard Dean beg. I think it's telling although I'm not sure what it's telling me.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

You know, I hate when the writers have Sam say that he jumped into the cage to save the world when after this scene I got the impression he did it to save Dean. At least that's what Kripke told us although everyone else after Season 5 would say otherwise.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh it was always to save Dean, he said as much before hand but I think he saw how much it hurt Dean to think that Sam died for him and Sam knows firsthand how that feels so I can see why he would want to stop loading that burden onto Dean x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Because it would only play into Dean's fears that Sam doesn't really love him the way he loves Sam. Sam always willing to throw his life away for other people, but not willing to live for Dean. Unless Dean does the "anime eyes of vulnerability and love" to convince him. No one can say no to those eyes.

No, it's just shitty writers.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Sam . . . after he came from Dean blowing him.

Dean all pissed off like, YOU GOT IT IN MY HAIR DUDE! Someone needs to write this. I love fic where Dean complains his way through sex. Just being all bitchy.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

You have to read Stiffness in the Bones! Jensen is just so huffy in it. It kills me.

He gets taught firsthand the way Jensen likes to have his cock sucked and it’s quick and dirty but Jared’s got two fingers up Jensen’s ass and a huge load in his mouth and as he gulps it down in two burning swallows, he can feel an enormous villain grin happening on his face. He just gave his first blowjob and kinda tried anal for beginners and it was Jensen, and yup, big smiles, bitches...

“Break’s over,” Jensen says, shoving Jared back out into the hallway.

Read It!! It's not the usual torture porn we like but it's good and the characters are really good! x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

OMG! link!!!

Here's multiple Sams/Dean It's relatively short. Less than 3k. But fucked up and so good.
http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/46666.html

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

It's has plot don't let it put you off! 10k

http://homo-pink.livejournal.com/38953.html x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I read quickly.

You read and I read.

I'm sorry for spamming you with Jensen pics. God, I just got caught up with the pair of them together.

I like the thought of them just rutting together and Dean feeling guilty for wanting his brother and Sam feeling ashamed for wanting Dean. I think they're two very different ideas. Sam wants to be normal and Dean wants to be wanted.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I READ THAT ONE AND LOVED IT. Where they're both unsure what their relationship means . . . and Jensen is just an asshole.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Isn't it fab!!
I love the first bit in the alley but

Jensen can’t go anywhere, is stuck at Jared’s mercy until Jared’s good and ready to leave him all sore and messy and he makes little hurt noises but keeps begging for Jared to put his back into it, that’s it?, he says, taunting, that’s it?

Jared fucks him stupid and senseless and silent and after Jensen’s come twice and Jared only once, he shoves Jensen to the floor mat and loses another load all over his face. Jensen stops frowning then, at least for those few minutes, and looks up at Jared with a feral smile as he gathers it up off his face and sucks his fingers down to the bone.

Just Kills me! And when Jensen rolls his eyes...I've read this about twelve times already! x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

You want me to podfic it just for you? As a gift so you can listen to it while cleaning?

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

OMG!!! Yes please! That would be amazing!! SQUEEE!!! xx

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

It's easy. I can have it done by tomorrow.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Hey I'm podficcing a story and sort of need a beta listener. I think it sounds kinda wonky, but it's still audible. Just need an opinion. It's part one of two.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I'm heading for bed in 20mins. Sending it now? x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I'm uploading it to fileswap

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Okey dokey. Gonna walk the dog. Will listen when I get back x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

They put up a list of 100 of the most handsome (international) faces and JDM, Jared, nor Jensen were on it. I guess they're not well known enough.

Javier Bardem was on it, and him and JDM could be brothers.

Henry Cavill was number 6. Fuck is that man ridiculously hot. I'm so sad he'll be married by the time I get around to meeting him. Married men are off limits. I say this because not out of a moral high ground but because I couldn't live with the guilt.

My first husband left his family to be with me and I couldn't deal. I went through a lot of self-harm then. I couldn't help it. I wanted to die and I felt I couldn't leave because I loved him too much to say no.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Javier Bardem is an amazing actor but really not attractive to me in anyway. J3 are all waaay better looking, though if I had to pick between them....I couldn't : /

I haven't watched Superman yet so I haven't caught the Henry bug yet. He's a celebrity so I imagine by the time you meet him he'll be divorced already.

As you know I lack your moral integrity but really, you did nothing wrong then. He left them, his choice. If he had wanted to stay with them he wouldn't have gotten involved with you at all! Don't go guilting yourself about something that was up to him x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I could've been like, fuck no! Dude. I MADE THE SAME DECISION for selfish reasons. He tried to make me feel guilty when I left him. He wanted to stay in the drug scene and I didn't. So I cheated on him with my second husband and then filed for divorce.

He then threatened to kill me (he was all coked up). I"m glad I was in a different state during the time I filed for divorce.

I don't feel guilty now, because I left. Men are stupid too. My second husband was considering marrying his high school sweetheart and then he dumped her and tried his chances with me. And he was too pretty to resist. So I used him for breeding purposes, fucked him up for all women and now here I am.

Single and happy. With two awesome kids. I never knew what true love was until I had children. I can't imagine ever putting a man first. EVER.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Henry is English and there is something so regal about him. His smile, he has dimples and he's an incredible actor. It's in the subtleties. It's those quiet moments that demarcate the line between a "good" actor and an amazing one.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

So your son's father was/is a biker?

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Not like in a gang although he knew a lot of people in gangs but we steered clear of them.
Now he's a PR guy lobbying parliament on behalf of the motorcycle industry...I'm so glad I left before he bored me to death! x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

LMAO! OMG!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

You're a bit too kinky. I'd sway we should hook up and hunt men as a pasttime. LOL.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I'm so up for that : ) x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

You know there's this fic I've semi started where Sam is grieving for Jess and Dean becomes a substitute Jess for Sam.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

yes? x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

LIke Sam won't even look at Dean and he cries out her name, type stuff and Dean just takes it. Awful stuff.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Men are either friends or (if I'm sleeping with them) the enemy. True story. I grow wary of them and their control and constantly try and prove that they have no control over me.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

If I wasn't scared of dick and the potential disease they carry, I would have fuck buddies. But then I'd be afraid of becoming emotionally attached and i hate attachments.