I had an accident

[alexisjane]

I think I have just signed up to write a J2 BigBang....what the...I'm going for a lie down before I do anymore damage x

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[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

Awww, well done and good luck!! :-)

xx

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I think I'm going to need it x

[saltandburnboys.livejournal.com]

You'll be fine, I promise. And we'll all be around to help you out if you need it. :-)

xx

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

Welcome to the madness!!!!

Can't wait to see what awesomeness you come up with it. I'm signed up as well which is why the fic you are doing beta on is going on hold for a little bit, but I will get back to it in the near future, probably when I have my usual massive dose of writer's block.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh god, don't talk about block...I only have the most tenuous story idea and nothing written at all and everyone else seems way ahead already :/ x

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

Sorry. The last thing I want is to scare you. This is supposed to be fun, dammit!!!

I'm only way ahead because I'm submitting the fic I failed to finish in time last year, so already have most of it done. Doesn't mean it's gonna be easy. I still have a lot of writing, re-writing and editing to do but I'm really looking forward to the challenge.

I'm sure you'll come up with something amazing and if you need someone to toss ideas around with, I'm here and more than happy to help.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

You're all kinds of angel! (not the bag of dicks kind though)
I'm fretting a little but I'm looking forward to it.

I think I know what I'm going to do, I just haven't done it before so...doubt. Giant amounts of doubt!

Thank you for the offer of help, I will undoubtedly bug you at some point : ) x

[somersault-j.livejournal.com]

I fucking love this accident, mwahahahaha. BigBang is getting better and better!!! So many awesome writers signed up, including you now!! You all rock :D

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Guess who's fault this is! One guess! God, she's persuasive. Dammit! And you're laughing now but I may start sending you stuff to read...then you'll be sorry : )
How's Jeff's tie looking? Sopping wet I hope : ) x

[somersault-j.livejournal.com]

I don't need to guess! I'm pretty sure I know who is to blame for this ;) Send me all the stuff you want, I would love to read and help, especially with the filthy things. There are going to be filthy things going on, right??

And nope, Jeff's tie is still dry and around Jeff's neck. In fact Jeff and Jared are still dressed. But hey, Jensen is naked and already came once. That should count for something :)

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I love you.

Yes. Yes, that definitely counts. Maybe I should have a quick read, y'know, just to check. I don't mind. Not at all : )

There will be sexytimes but it's going to be an angst-fest more than a mire of porn...sorry. Potentially traumatising also. Death and destruction. I'm worried I'm going to bore everyone with it : / I'm sure it will be fine x

[somersault-j.livejournal.com]

Of course you wouldn't mind. :P But I have to admit that I wrote the bulk of it today on paper...with a pen. YES, YOU'VE READ THAT RIGHT. I have to type it out, if I can still read through all the scratched words and things I squeezed in between lines.

I'm just at the point where Jared has a naked Jensen walk across the room to get Jeff's tie.

Don't be sorry at all. Angst is awesome, traumatising is fine, too. Well death...mmhhhh. You're going for the big guns, heh? And boring. You mentioned sexytimes, angst and destruction. Pretty much the opposite of boring :)

[jalu2.livejournal.com]

No, no, you should write all the fic!

I signed up for this variety of bigbang for the first time myself and I'm seriously loving the other writers who have put their names down. Going to have so many wonderful things to read in the coming months :D.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I feel like I am writing all the fic at the moment...but not actually getting down to anything : /
Is there a support group where we can just cry and hug each other when it's all gets too much...I think I'm gonna need that! x

[vyperdd.livejournal.com]

I suggest you join the wonderfully supportive omgspnbigbang. They have regular challenges to get the writing juices flowing, usually in the form of writing a certain amount of words in a week or a month. Right now, it's 2014 words by Feb for a pretty gold star or 4028 for a platinum.

They also have posts for writers seeking beta's and beta's looking for fics to help with. And you can also post at any time with any questions or just needing a hug and someone is usually online to deliver and support.

Oh and they also have some amazing BB icons to save and use.

And they really help out when it's time for artists to claim the fic. I spent hours on there last year fearing that no-one would want to claim my fic and the support I received was amazing. It really is a great comm.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Yay! Hugging and crying...it's very theraputic : )
Thank you so much Hunny : ) x

[kinkyheels.livejournal.com]

*hands you a Xanax* Take one and start writing!!!

Congrats, you brave person, you. ;-)

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Just one...I may need more than one.

I did my outline last night and I feel a bit better about it today.

I still think stupid is trumping brave at this point!

Thank you for being so supportive : ) x

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

Just SAY YES TO THE MADNESS. :D

And I'd have to be really in denial to deny my size!kink. But with all the stories I now have to write, there should be more than enough time for it to manifest properly!!

Yay for fic writing season!

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

I was so firm in my mind that I wasn't going to do it this year and then skeletncloset whammied me with nice words and encouragement and plot stuff...she never fails to get me into trouble...she's awesome : )

So are we getting size!kink for your BB? I think we should. Whatever you're planning, I'm sure you could work it in somehow!