Recs for wrecks.

[alexisjane]

Well, maybe recs by a wreck...forget writing, Christmas is hard!

Anyway, stuff I liked this week.

This picture...pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease (no spoilers)

This gif set of the different angel!Sam's The true Sammy smile of the last one kills me.
http://silabor.tumblr.com/post/69038908504

Vid recs are here. I added six new ones all at the top so just press play. Mostly angsty as usual but ash48's Sunshine Day is in there too to take the egde off. Always makes me smile.

When you touch me I die by king_wizard Holy hellfire porn about porn that blew my mind (yes, mind) J2 (what?)

I See You by amyww Ohsogood build up to firsttime.

Do It So It Feels Like Hell by anactoria I had the pleasure of betaing this so got to read it about twelve times and it was a pleasure every single time. Harsh concept beautifully written.

Raise Some Noel by katstark Extremely Xmassy. Oh and what I wouldn't give...well, you'll see

This got me thinking about Xmassy fics and two of ash_carpenter's popped in my head.
Her Christmas Anti-Kink is just so funny. All season I've been having to bite my lip to stop guffawing everytime I see fairylights.
Also, Cinders. I know not technically Xmassy but it's like a 70k word Panto  For the non Brits, Panto is a theatrical production primarily for children, but with undertones that are adult, of a fairytale or nursery rhyme which is known for audience participation, men in drag, slapstick and b-list actors in key roles over the Christmas/New Year period.  Explanation of characters here      Awful one to watch here   choc full of the mad, bad, twisted, funny stuff that Ash does so well. Made me feel festive. Gonna read it again with eggnog!

Anyway...x

Comments

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

Cinders is not technically Christmassy?! LMFAO. It's 70k of rape! Oh, you're adorable... :)

Thanks for the recs!

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh Come On!
I was seriously doing the "Boo! Hiss!" thing everytime Wesley is in a scene and I think I yelled "He's behind you!" at least once! *snickers* All it needs is Buttons and a bit of tinsel!

It just happens to be a particularly rapey panto is all...don't judge me : P

And you're very welcome : ) x

[thestarkat.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for the rec. Aww. I'm all tingly and excited that you enjoyed my story enough to rec it. <3

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh Hun, it's so awesome, how could I not!

Still hoping to get Marjorie'd for Xmas : ) x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

The only thing he carries over from real life is those duck lips. Seriously? They're everywhere. I think it's his thoughtful face. Seriously.





You can't tell me Cassie wasn't based on Original Cindy.


I like to picture Dean and Sam in this picture.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

You WROTE 70K OF RAPE? WHAT?

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh God have you not read it! It's AWEsome!!
BtVS/SPN crossover madness! Go read it! Right now! x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I'm not really into Buffy fandom . . . but . . . what happens?

These tumblr comparisons make me laugh. Age has been good to them.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oh Hun, there is a superb bit of...well i won't say but read it!! You know how twisted Ash is. It's Cinderella but Ash style! So much non-con, wincest but funny too, oh god and just so much wrong, I think you'll like it. John's part is...just read it!

Especially to Misha! Thank goodness x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Hmmm . . . unless it's hurt!Dean . . . I don't read it. I'm bad. I pretty much cut out half of fandom and I should be going for a broader reading pool.

I found this in my photobucket.



I HAVE BOTH SEASONS OF MAGIC CITY!!!

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

That pic made me yell so hard I woke the dog! Hahahaha! Oh god, I can't look at it! I think that fic I just wrote may have done bad things to my brain : / x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

LOL. Why did it make you laugh?

Did you see the 'OLD SPICE' shaving cream????

I want to die when I look at that man.

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Stop! I can practically smell it! Oh, he just makes me go all funny and weird and I think I'm blushing! I just can't even...! x

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

You see why I have to have John/Dean in my life?

Just so you don't feel bad . . . here is one I wrote. It's explicit and wrong and I thought it was my darkest to date. But then I did the bad boys remix, and it isn't explicit, but it's even worse.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/948572

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

i know! I GET THE SAME FEELING! I don't even get that way toward Jensen. Jensen would be my second choice. Then Henry Cavill. Then Jared.

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

I know. It's hard to believe, isn't it? :P

It's half set in the Buffy/Angel!verse, which is probably why you haven't read it...

(By "set", I mean there are lots of characters from there. It's not actually set anywhere except really really dark rapey fairy tale world.)

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Why can't you write 70k of rapey SPN?

I thought you had once. For a hardcore BB but when I went back to reread it . . . I wasn't able to find it.

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

Every k I write in SPN is rapey! :P

It sounds like you're talking about Broken In, which I wrote for hardcore BB - that's on my LJ. It's only about 30k though. Lockdown was much longer and all rapey, but again it was a crossover with BtVS.

It's hard for me to write very long SPN fics - there just aren't enough characters to play with that I'm actually interested in. That's why I like using the Buffyverse still - it's easy to get an ensemble cast of pretty boys that I want to hurt/ do the hurting.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I'm so decidedly hurt!Dean it isn't cool. I miss out on a bunch of great dark!fic because of it. It just doesn't . . . feed my craving. I feel dissatisfied.

I complain about it but I guess taste is not something one can control.

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure I understand your complaint.

All the fics I'm talking about are hurt!Dean. It's the only type of Dean I do, really. It's just that there is hurt!a-lot-of-other-people too.

Generally, very high word count fics with only two characters in can get samey. Well, that's my opinion anyway. It's the same with books/ movies.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

I"m complaining about myself to myself. I wasn't sure if your fic had hurt!Dean in it. Or bottom!Dean. Point me to those parts and I'll happily cuddle it.

I'm a horrible, no good, very bad person.

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

Why? There's nothing wrong with reading only what you want to read.

But I'm not gonna point out parts of a fic the size of a novel! I'm certainly not offended if it's not your cup of tea and you don't wanna read it.

[skeletncloset.livejournal.com]

Dude, dark and rapey is my cup of tea.

Well, there is a problem when it limits the amount of fic you will read. *sad face* There is so much bottom!hurt!Sam/Jared by great authors I love that I'm missing out on. I want to be flexible that way.

You know, sort of like being bi. So MUCH LOVE TO GO AROUND.

[anactoria.livejournal.com]

Aww, hey, thanks for the rec! ♥

Also, my flist needed more SPN-enthusiasm (SPNthusiasm? seewhatIdidthere? *boom tish*), so I added you. I hope that's alright. ;)

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

It's more than alright Hun. I am enthusiastic to the point of hyperbole...I hope that's alright! : ) x