...whatever...

[alexisjane]

I woke up this morning with absolutely zero interest in watching the ep. None. For the first time ever.

And I'm feeling fucking grumpy about it.

I've been so spoiled, I feel like fandom is actually killing my interest in the show. And I'm not talking about some jerk off on tumblr but people on here who should know fucking better.

Yes, squee is good and all that but ffs, I really would just like to see the story unfold as it's meant to. I miss the days when I would wait until the spring and just power disc the whole season in a fortnight, and then watch an episode a day until the following spring. I lived for the show. It was epic and enthraling and I just can't feel that way when it's a constant struggle trying to avoid seeing things that are going to give the game away, and failing anyway because people don't give a shit.

I expect I'll feel better about it later but right now, I feel like stepping away from fandom until the season's over so I can enjoy the show that brought me here in the first place.

I know it's only a TV show, but...fuck. I miss it.

Rant over.