Headcanon MeMe

[alexisjane]

IT'S THE WEEKEND!!

Starting this week, I'm giving myself the weekends off (except for Sunday promo, obviously) because for the last few months I've been working every day and I'm genuinely worried I'm going to burn out.

So, this weekend, I'm doing a meme!! ...well...milly_gal said I should do the meme, so I'm doing the meme : )

THIS IS THE MEME!!
(can you tell I have wine?)


Originally posted by bratfarrar at Headcanon meme
Borrowed from themegalosaurus:

Send in a character (or ship, I guess. Sam/Dean, J2, Sterek, my original fic) and a number from this list and I will write a headcanon based on the word.



1.Love
2.Hate
3.Hopes
4.Fears
5.Crying
6.Laughter
7.Travel
8.Dreams
9.Music
10.Art
11.Best Friend
12.Worst Enemy
13.Hair
14.Eyes
15.Hands
16.Smile
17.Scars
18.Winter
19.Summer
20.Spring
21.Autumn
22.Family
23.Romance
24.Orientation
25.Religion
26.Beauty
27.Sleep
28.Home
29.Bedroom
30.Sex
31.Death
32.Birth
33.Safe
34.Affection
35.Guilt
36.Sacrifice
37.Vengeance
38.Sympathy
39.Secret
40.Scent
41.Memory
42.Loss

Comments

[toratio.livejournal.com]

25 - I can haz Sam and Dean as a comparative thing?

[alexisjane.livejournal.com]

Oooo, this is a toughy (I'm two seasons behind and I know stuff has happened that would affect this)

I think Dean lost any faith he might have developed the night his mother died. He figured that the angel she talked about and the God they said their prayers to at night before she tucked him in, was a lie—something like the tooth fairy or the Easter Bunny—that only little kids believed in. And when his mother died he couldn't afford to be a little kid anymore because Dad and Sammy needed him to be a big boy—a big brother.

Sam has always believed because he may not have a mom and Dad is almost never around but he has Dean, and if that isn't a God-given blessing, he doesn't know what is.

[toratio.livejournal.com]

You can see that in Dean in Houses of the Holy. Because for him, his mother's faith was a lie because it didn't protect her.