Day Fourteen
Jan. 14th, 2014 07:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alexisjane
Day 14
In your own space, write a love letter. Write it Fandom in general, to a particular fandom, to a trope, a relationship, a character, or to your flist. Share you love and squee as loud as you want to.
Dean Winchester.
My love for you, it's depth and breath, it's very existence beyond the realms of reason, reality or sanity is known wide and far.
My real life friends don't get it. My LJ friends understand but still insist that you bottom and talk about Sam's hair all the time (which is nice to be fair). And I know that my obsession is neither healthy nor right but I do. I do love you. Because of your perfect imperfections, your steadfast inability to die and your exemplary taste in music. All of which I have found sorely lacking in the men I have given my heart to in RL.
I didn't always think of you like this. Initially you were an arrogant, manchild that seemed superficial and dumb. But I gradually warmed to you.
The way you say Awesome and Dude almost as much as me. Your love of pie. Your secret reading. Your addiction to the Magic Fingers.
And the change may have continued to be gradual if it were not for the moment. The moment I fell in love with you. The moment you said "I don't know what to do". My heart broke open and fell out of my chest into your fictional hands.
Of all the moments on or off the screen that I have seen or read, that is the perfect one for me. The one that sums up who you were and who you would become. And quite frankly, it ruined my life. 'Cause how can anything really compete with that.
So this is my love letter, to that moment. It breaks my heart. You break my heart. But no matter how many times you do, I will still love you and that moment til I die. And there's nothing that can take that back.
Truly Yours
Alex x
My love for you, it's depth and breath, it's very existence beyond the realms of reason, reality or sanity is known wide and far.
My real life friends don't get it. My LJ friends understand but still insist that you bottom and talk about Sam's hair all the time (which is nice to be fair). And I know that my obsession is neither healthy nor right but I do. I do love you. Because of your perfect imperfections, your steadfast inability to die and your exemplary taste in music. All of which I have found sorely lacking in the men I have given my heart to in RL.
I didn't always think of you like this. Initially you were an arrogant, manchild that seemed superficial and dumb. But I gradually warmed to you.
The way you say Awesome and Dude almost as much as me. Your love of pie. Your secret reading. Your addiction to the Magic Fingers.
And the change may have continued to be gradual if it were not for the moment. The moment I fell in love with you. The moment you said "I don't know what to do". My heart broke open and fell out of my chest into your fictional hands.
Of all the moments on or off the screen that I have seen or read, that is the perfect one for me. The one that sums up who you were and who you would become. And quite frankly, it ruined my life. 'Cause how can anything really compete with that.
So this is my love letter, to that moment. It breaks my heart. You break my heart. But no matter how many times you do, I will still love you and that moment til I die. And there's nothing that can take that back.
Truly Yours
Alex x
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Date: 2014-01-14 11:27 pm (UTC)That didn't occur to me.