Rinse and Repeat
Nov. 21st, 2014 07:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Nano is kicking my ass.
I'm 7k behind. 28k in and they've only just had sex and the way the story is shaping up, there's no way I can resolve it in 22k. I don't really know what to do. I really want to finish but then I'm wondering if this is just another arbitrary goal I'm setting myself so I don't have to deal with things that matter.
The story is good, I think, or at least it will be when it's finessed a bit. My mom read what I have so far when she was here and keeps calling me to find out what happens next which is encouraging as she really wouldn't bother just to be supportive.
I think mostly I'm just tired and it's really hard to keep going when I'm not entirely sure where I'm headed. I have a couple of key scenes in my head but no idea how to transition between them.
Yeah, so this is me complaining about doing something I love, that is of no consequence and really isn't fucking rocket surgery : ) I'm such a jerk : )
I love Teen Wolf.
Well, I'm loving season 2 of Teen Wolf. Mostly I love Sterek but unfortunately reading Sterek fic probably makes more sense if you've seen the actual series, I think. I have watched many Sterek fan vids...too many fan vids...if there is a ash48 or a loki among them, I have not come across them yet. There are some super au trailers though with are fun, which made me think I should look for some spn ones.
Also I watched a couple of interview things, and omg Tyler H..Ho...Hoce...Unpronounceable is fucking adorable in RL!
Which is nice.
Anyway, if anyone as any recs for fic or writers to follow or comms or whatnot, I still feel like I'm trying to find my way a bit in the fandom so happy to get pointed in a suitable direction : )
If you didn't know already, there is a fanauction to help
cillab42. She and her dogs really really need our help and pretty quickly too so if you can help in any way please do.
Please go here: Fanwork Auction
*****I am offering fic here and art here. *****
I really want to contribute but have zero funds right now, so please place a bid, no matter how small. I really couldn't bear the thought of Cillab having to put her dogs in a shelter, especially just before the festive season.
I'm not putting it on the comm but if you want podfic instead of fic, just buy now in the fic offer. Just for friends : ) Coz you guys are the bestest : )
Also, I was reminded of this clip earlier. I know the boys have talked about how they first met at the audition but in my head, I kinda see it being a little more like this.
Adorable J2 this way!!
Hope y'all have a lovely weekend ♥ xx
I'm 7k behind. 28k in and they've only just had sex and the way the story is shaping up, there's no way I can resolve it in 22k. I don't really know what to do. I really want to finish but then I'm wondering if this is just another arbitrary goal I'm setting myself so I don't have to deal with things that matter.
The story is good, I think, or at least it will be when it's finessed a bit. My mom read what I have so far when she was here and keeps calling me to find out what happens next which is encouraging as she really wouldn't bother just to be supportive.
I think mostly I'm just tired and it's really hard to keep going when I'm not entirely sure where I'm headed. I have a couple of key scenes in my head but no idea how to transition between them.
Yeah, so this is me complaining about doing something I love, that is of no consequence and really isn't fucking rocket surgery : ) I'm such a jerk : )
I love Teen Wolf.
Well, I'm loving season 2 of Teen Wolf. Mostly I love Sterek but unfortunately reading Sterek fic probably makes more sense if you've seen the actual series, I think. I have watched many Sterek fan vids...too many fan vids...if there is a ash48 or a loki among them, I have not come across them yet. There are some super au trailers though with are fun, which made me think I should look for some spn ones.
Also I watched a couple of interview things, and omg Tyler H..Ho...Hoce...Unpronounceable is fucking adorable in RL!
Which is nice.
Anyway, if anyone as any recs for fic or writers to follow or comms or whatnot, I still feel like I'm trying to find my way a bit in the fandom so happy to get pointed in a suitable direction : )
If you didn't know already, there is a fanauction to help
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
Please go here: Fanwork Auction
*****I am offering fic here and art here. *****
I really want to contribute but have zero funds right now, so please place a bid, no matter how small. I really couldn't bear the thought of Cillab having to put her dogs in a shelter, especially just before the festive season.
I'm not putting it on the comm but if you want podfic instead of fic, just buy now in the fic offer. Just for friends : ) Coz you guys are the bestest : )
Also, I was reminded of this clip earlier. I know the boys have talked about how they first met at the audition but in my head, I kinda see it being a little more like this.
Adorable J2 this way!!
Hope y'all have a lovely weekend ♥ xx
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Date: 2014-11-21 08:34 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2014-11-21 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-11-21 09:01 pm (UTC)I think you've done a lot, Hun! Also trying to switch between different stories...I'd find that so hard. I think if it's depressing you then it's not worth it. It's supposed to be fun after all : ) xx
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Date: 2014-11-21 08:51 pm (UTC)LOL about Tyler H.'s name! No idea how to pronounce it, but I love that he plays a super-stud badass werewolf, and he's all soft-spoken and adorkable in RL! Glad you're enjoying the TW. I haven't had the courage to delve into fic yet. BTW, the fic from later seasons might just not make sense because the SHOW kind of stops making sense in S 3.5. Until last night, which was the third ep of 3.5 I think, I was like "OMG TW WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOURSELF." It's getting good again, though. And STILES. Always my Stiles.
Enjoy your weekend bb!
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Date: 2014-11-21 09:13 pm (UTC)Isn't he yummy!? omg *♥ for eyes* I think they were saying it 'hoyland' or 'hocklan' or something...maybe I should watch some more to check : )
Are you reading Occam's Razor? I'm obsessed by it. And miss_anthropic is being so sweet about me stalking her too. I'm only watching the show again because I started reading that. I didn't really enjoy S1 that much (too much het-angst for me) but S2 is just so much fun! I've laughed a lot and the monster is awesome! I've heard that S3.5 is amazing. I'm a little bit spoiled for everything and I have to say the teasery bits for that are the main reason I'm persevering coz STILES!!! I can't wait : )
Although it's going to be weird watching it and my ship not be canon being that the ship kinda came first for me : ) I'm fully expecting them to make out at some point : ) xx
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:23 pm (UTC)I love Derek/Tyler, but Stiles is my fav. I just love him so much...I can't wait to see season three...
xx
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:42 pm (UTC)Stiles is just so perfect! He has all the best lines and Dylan O'Brien is just incredible! Yes, everything is Stiles : ) Me too!!! ♥ x
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Date: 2014-11-21 10:47 pm (UTC)Yes, yes and yes. :-)
xx
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Date: 2014-11-22 03:21 am (UTC)I don't think ash48 is into Teen Wolf, well not for vid making anyway, but Loki has made at least one vid here. I'm subscribed to her channel and I remembered seeing one on her list. But I think it may be the only one she's done.
Kick back and relax for a while, hon. You'll feel much better for it. Have a fab weekend xx
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Date: 2014-11-22 04:14 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for that vid! It's kinda terrifying to me that really I can just sit here and all the really quality spn stuff just appears in front of my face without me having to try. But then as soon as I step out of my bubble it's so confusing! God, and how bloody gorgeous is all Loki's stuff!
Hope you're having a good one too Hunny, and that you're recovering from your camping trip okay! : ) ♥ xx
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Date: 2014-11-22 03:41 pm (UTC)Take a day off, then have at it again! Writing is HARD.
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Date: 2014-11-22 04:25 pm (UTC)I am in awe of you *bows down* ♥
I usually don't plan too much but for this I wish I'd planned a little more. The plot is becoming quite...convoluted, so I reckon there'll be another 10k to add just in retcons in the edit.
Normally I write a chapter, then in the next sitting do a second draft and then write the next one. I think I'm actually really used to doing it that way so not allowing myself to edit and at least know I have some decent words behind me, I think it's throwing me off a bit : /
But like I said, I think the story is going to be okay so it's more my frustration at losing momentum and being so fucking sloooow when I write! It is HARD! But also fun...kinda : )
I'm having a "drawing in front of the TV" day so hopefully it'll give me time to regroup...and figure out what in the hell they're going to say to each other the morning after! But I'll worry about that tomorrow : ) xx
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Date: 2014-11-22 03:55 pm (UTC)However, I don't see this being a goal you set simply to avoid other stuff. It seems/sounds to me like a mid story/mid goal freak out maybe? I say stick at it, and see where it leads *hugs* If you need an ear or anything,y ou know where I am Xx