My fish are dead...
Sometimes it's a struggle to get through the day...very often it takes the smallest thing to keep me going...today it is this : )
Just glorious. Bless them x
Just glorious. Bless them x
Entry tags:
- *faints*,
- bitches,
- comfort zone...i'm not in it,
- crack,
- definitely should get back to work,
- distracted,
- fangirling,
- getting nothing done today,
- gishwhes,
- having a weird day,
- i need a hug,
- is it over yet?,
- jensen is my unicorn,
- laughing like i'm dying,
- meanwhile misha,
- my flist is rockin',
- oh god,
- profoundly tired,
- psychological abuse,
- rl,
- see you in the bunker,
- silly,
- so this happened...,
- this amused me,
- thoughts,
- unproductive
Oh Lordy...
GISHERS! We did it! Are you all in one piece? I feel totally destroyed, bemused and kinda grossed out at how much housework I'm going to have to do after leaving everything this week. My kitchen is disgusting.
Over at![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_bunker, we're kinda celebrating as it was our team's first year and we're feeling pretty pleased that we managed to get so many things done. Anyway ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
brightly_lit posted these questions as a debrief....so yeah. That. Or rather this...
( What was the worst part? The clothespins. Definitely the clothespins. )
Over at
spn_bunker, we're kinda celebrating as it was our team's first year and we're feeling pretty pleased that we managed to get so many things done. Anyway brightly_lit posted these questions as a debrief....so yeah. That. Or rather this...( What was the worst part? The clothespins. Definitely the clothespins. )
Feed Me
I need to start doing some writing but I can't begin anything heavy yet. I fancy doing some drabbles so I'm hoping you'll feed me some stuff, comment_fic style.
Fandom (spn is probably best but you could ask for something else you think I've watched it): Characters or Pairing (m/m only if it's a pairing): Prompt (something short and sweet, it's only 100 words after all)
Anyway, thought it might be fun : )
...
GO!
♥ x
Fandom (spn is probably best but you could ask for something else you think I've watched it): Characters or Pairing (m/m only if it's a pairing): Prompt (something short and sweet, it's only 100 words after all)
Anyway, thought it might be fun : )
...
GO!
♥ x
Entry tags:
- ...and that's why i'm single,
- abusive relationship,
- bitches,
- definitely should get back to work,
- distracted,
- dub-con,
- having a weird day,
- i like fandom better than rl,
- jensen is my unicorn,
- my flist is rockin',
- personal,
- picspam,
- please don't make me eat kale,
- profoundly tired,
- should be going to bed not writing fic,
- so this happened...,
- somnophilia,
- this amused me,
- thoughts,
- why am i so sleepy?
Everybody post now!
Apparently, today is EPSR Day! (everyone-post-something-random day...I may have just made that up...maybe...I didn't really put much thought into it to be fair...people said we have to post so I'm posting...I'm too tired to say 'no')
( Tired and rambling random )
( Tired and rambling random )
Drive by
Nine years.
Nine years I have been watching Supernatural. Nine years and not one sex dream. Not one. Well, screw you, Dean Winchester.
Three episodes of Teen Wolf and Hello, Derek Hale!!
I'm working, I am. If only so I get another 'motivational' snippet fromkatstark : )
I'm also listening to this song which makes me want to simultaneously burst into tears and run 10 miles.
(The slideshow is really random but it's the only version) It's for love ♥ x
Nine years I have been watching Supernatural. Nine years and not one sex dream. Not one. Well, screw you, Dean Winchester.
Three episodes of Teen Wolf and Hello, Derek Hale!!
I'm working, I am. If only so I get another 'motivational' snippet from
katstark : )I'm also listening to this song which makes me want to simultaneously burst into tears and run 10 miles.
(The slideshow is really random but it's the only version) It's for love ♥ x
Entry tags:
[POEM] The Grave
Title - The Grave
Pairing - Gen
Rating - PG
Disclaimer - These are my words but all my base are belong to Kripke, Sera, Ben or whoever so don't sue me. It's just for fun.
Word count - 570
Warnings - Spoiler to S9, self indulgent poetic nonsense, not cheerful but hopeful.
A/N - This was written for the Bi-Bro Challenge over atspn_bunker, promoting harmony and understanding between SamGirls and DeanGirls during the difficult events of S9. This came out of a conversation that I had with someone (for the love of god, raise your hand, I couldn't have done this without you but I'm senile and can't remember anything) that basically went something like...
"...being buried inside the bunker isn't a good environment for our boys...maybe they'd sort out their differences better and quicker out on the open road without doors to shut each other out."
"Yes, I guess before it was all about them being shut in together, in the car, in motel rooms..but now they have the space to shut each other out, all those walls and doors. Not good."
A thousand hugs and all the cookies are owed to the ever wonderfulfannishliss who takes my ugly words and forces them to make sense. Anything that is wrong with this is my doing. She's wonderful. Thank you so much, Hunny ♥
( The Grave )
Pairing - Gen
Rating - PG
Disclaimer - These are my words but all my base are belong to Kripke, Sera, Ben or whoever so don't sue me. It's just for fun.
Word count - 570
Warnings - Spoiler to S9, self indulgent poetic nonsense, not cheerful but hopeful.
A/N - This was written for the Bi-Bro Challenge over at
spn_bunker, promoting harmony and understanding between SamGirls and DeanGirls during the difficult events of S9. This came out of a conversation that I had with someone (for the love of god, raise your hand, I couldn't have done this without you but I'm senile and can't remember anything) that basically went something like..."...being buried inside the bunker isn't a good environment for our boys...maybe they'd sort out their differences better and quicker out on the open road without doors to shut each other out."
"Yes, I guess before it was all about them being shut in together, in the car, in motel rooms..but now they have the space to shut each other out, all those walls and doors. Not good."
A thousand hugs and all the cookies are owed to the ever wonderful
fannishliss who takes my ugly words and forces them to make sense. Anything that is wrong with this is my doing. She's wonderful. Thank you so much, Hunny ♥( The Grave )
O rly...
So...
I wonder who the Blue Oyster Cult fan is then...
( I wonder which song they'll pick for S10...? )
I wonder who the Blue Oyster Cult fan is then...
( I wonder which song they'll pick for S10...? )
Question
So, I'm thinking about f-locking my journal but I'm not really sure what the pros and cons are. What do all y'all think?
The fics would still be public and maybe a selected few others (and my new masterlist which took me all day but I think is pretty : ) but I'm getting the urge to hide a little.
As usual I'm leaving the important decisions to you, as I clearly cannot be trusted : )
I'm off to bed. 'Night all ♥ x
The fics would still be public and maybe a selected few others (and my new masterlist which took me all day but I think is pretty : ) but I'm getting the urge to hide a little.
As usual I'm leaving the important decisions to you, as I clearly cannot be trusted : )
I'm off to bed. 'Night all ♥ x
Entry tags:
- beard!kink,
- crack,
- distracted,
- feels,
- getting nothing done today,
- having a weird day,
- i can't even,
- i could look at that all day,
- i'm so sorry,
- is it over yet?,
- jensen stop that!,
- late sorry,
- laughing like i'm dying,
- my flist is rockin',
- p0rn,
- personal,
- profoundly tired,
- psychological abuse,
- rl,
- slightly dodgy photopshop skills,
- speechless...almost,
- this amused me,
- thoughts
HouseKeeping
I have been answering messages and replying to comments for most of today, deleting them as I go.
I still have 402 unanswered things in my inbox.
If I haven't replied to your lovely comment or message, I just wanted to let you know that I will do my best to return it as soon as possible, that I'm not ignoring you, I'm just slow and easily overwhelmed by life : )
And that I love you profoundly.
How profoundly?
How about muscle-bound Jensen profoundly.
Huh!...Amiright!...Right! x
I still have 402 unanswered things in my inbox.
If I haven't replied to your lovely comment or message, I just wanted to let you know that I will do my best to return it as soon as possible, that I'm not ignoring you, I'm just slow and easily overwhelmed by life : )
And that I love you profoundly.
How profoundly?
How about muscle-bound Jensen profoundly.
Huh!...Amiright!...Right! x
Back in the Saddle
Today was supposed to be my first day back at work.
I had two family emergencies (that weren't all that emergency-like after all) before 2pm. So I didn't get much work done. But I did some, so that's a start!
Yesterday I started a thread over at thespn_bunker about first time posting a fic as the filthy lovely somersault_j did that very thing last night and I was thinking how hard it was.
I was going to add my own but then, as usual, being that I like the sound of my own voice way too much, it got a little out of hand and I went the tmi route...just for a change.
So this is it. How I ended up here...believe it or not the abridged version : ) x
( The Epic Love Story of Me and Them )
I had two family emergencies (that weren't all that emergency-like after all) before 2pm. So I didn't get much work done. But I did some, so that's a start!
Yesterday I started a thread over at the
spn_bunker about first time posting a fic as the somersault_j did that very thing last night and I was thinking how hard it was.I was going to add my own but then, as usual, being that I like the sound of my own voice way too much, it got a little out of hand and I went the tmi route...just for a change.
So this is it. How I ended up here...believe it or not the abridged version : ) x
( The Epic Love Story of Me and Them )
Recs.
I'm hiding.
Today was supposed to be my first day back at normal but the God of Letsfuckeverythinginyourlifeup has unleashed his wrath to mirror the weather. Partly hoping I get swept away by a coastal flood.
So I'm hiding.
Here's stuff I liked
Rumpelstiltskin bybrightly_lit is just fab. I love her love of meta, intelligent writing and mad skills on the imagery front. This made me do all kinds of squee as fairytales are my thing (horror writing for kids?...What did they think was going to happen!) and one of the reasons I was drawn to SPN in the first place.
Both byfaege Just read this. It's fab. Really fab. And it made me cry real human girl tears.
A Little Dead Sam to Start bydeep_south Right out of the depths of Special Hell. If you only read one Dean/dead!Sam today make it this. It should be too disturbing to contemplate but, my god, it's beautiful.
Also, this gif set on Ackleholics Anonymous It's cute : )
Also added four (three? four?) new vids to the vidrec playlist on Youtube...the first ones a doozy!
Much love Y'all x
Today was supposed to be my first day back at normal but the God of Letsfuckeverythinginyourlifeup has unleashed his wrath to mirror the weather. Partly hoping I get swept away by a coastal flood.
So I'm hiding.
Here's stuff I liked
Rumpelstiltskin by
brightly_lit is just fab. I love her love of meta, intelligent writing and mad skills on the imagery front. This made me do all kinds of squee as fairytales are my thing (horror writing for kids?...What did they think was going to happen!) and one of the reasons I was drawn to SPN in the first place.Both by
faege Just read this. It's fab. Really fab. And it made me cry real human girl tears.A Little Dead Sam to Start by
deep_south Right out of the depths of Special Hell. If you only read one Dean/dead!Sam today make it this. It should be too disturbing to contemplate but, my god, it's beautiful.Also, this gif set on Ackleholics Anonymous It's cute : )
Also added four (three? four?) new vids to the vidrec playlist on Youtube...the first ones a doozy!
Much love Y'all x
Entry tags:
Day Three
Day 3
In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you did not create. See if you can rec fanworks that are less likely to be praised: tiny fandoms, rare pairings, fanworks other than stories, lesser-known kinks or tropes. Find fanworks that have few to no comments, or creators new to a particular fandom who maybe aren't well known or appreciated. Appreciate them.
Sandcastles in the Surf by ash_carpenter I love this. It was one of the first fics I read and it took my breath away. It's utterly beautiful, dreamy, hopeful and painful all at the same time. I just want to roll around in it and stay there forever.
Benny Knows Best bythe_diggler This is unbelievably filthy and is responsible for leading me into the deep, dark Denny pit of filth which is especially filthy. Filth.
The Ballad of Jensen and Jared - Song by seedyapartment - Vid by jensenackles1978
It's ridiculous but makes me smile and I'm sure at least a third of the views it's had a from me : )
ash_carpenter I love this. It was one of the first fics I read and it took my breath away. It's utterly beautiful, dreamy, hopeful and painful all at the same time. I just want to roll around in it and stay there forever.Benny Knows Best by
the_diggler This is unbelievably filthy and is responsible for leading me into the deep, dark Denny pit of filth which is especially filthy. Filth.The Ballad of Jensen and Jared - Song by seedyapartment - Vid by jensenackles1978
It's ridiculous but makes me smile and I'm sure at least a third of the views it's had a from me : )
Apologies for the minimal entry. RL has decided to get horribly real, horribly quickly after the New Year x
Entry tags:
- abusive relationship,
- angst,
- bullies,
- christo,
- dub-con,
- feels,
- first time,
- getting nothing done today,
- good advice,
- having a weird day,
- i'm funny in rl honest,
- i'm so sorry,
- is it over yet?,
- just my opinion,
- laughing like i'm dying,
- my muse has horns,
- oh god,
- oops,
- personal,
- psychological abuse,
- random,
- silly,
- so this happened...,
- thoughts,
- wincest is my otp
Feed me
END OF YEAR FEEDBACK MEME
my thread here
Apparently, this is a thing and as you're all so lovely to me all the time, I thought it's only fair for you to have a chance to vent your spleens and have at my muse in a way in which she deserves. I already intend to cry myself to sleep* so now's your chance! x
*not really : )
This is ridiculous...I like it!
 Dear Santa...Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Thursday I gave skeletncloset a kidney (1000 points). Last Sunday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In May I helped hello_spikey see the light (8 points). In October I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Last Tuesday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole skin_weaver's purse (30 points).Overall, I've been nice (1383 points). For Christmas I deserve an XBox 360!
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Stolen from
caranfindelMake Merry
I made this earlier to wish you all a Merry Whateveryou'recelebrating.
It's not actually snowing here, everything is under about six inches of mud and fallen
trees from the bad weather we've been having but I thought a dog covered in mud wasn't
quite as festive as one wearing a Steve Jobs jumper : )
Turns out the least Xmassy thing of all though are chocolate Brownies.
My dog ate three.
She is now in the hospital for Xmas eve and potentially tomorrow too.
And spending the rent money I managed to scrape together for January.
And when I look at that beautiful face it's all worth it.
Hug your loved ones, my Darlings and have an amazing Whateveryou'recelebrating!
So looking forward to spending more time with you all in the New Year : ) x
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Entry tags:
So this happened...
So I pop out to walk the dogs and pick up a something for work and by the time I get back the street is cordoned off.
As I'm trudging round to the other end of it with two tired dogs, an awkward heavy bag and the week long headache threatening to return, my 'oh man, hope we can get back into the house' turns somewhat abruptly into a 'oh man, do we really want to go back to the house' when the army bomb disposal rolls by.
( So this happened... )
Anyway...*hugs you all*...enough of that x
As I'm trudging round to the other end of it with two tired dogs, an awkward heavy bag and the week long headache threatening to return, my 'oh man, hope we can get back into the house' turns somewhat abruptly into a 'oh man, do we really want to go back to the house' when the army bomb disposal rolls by.
( So this happened... )
Anyway...*hugs you all*...enough of that x